Guuh
Today I went out to buy silk flowers at the dollar store, to hand out to people and put in interesting places. I didn't have any change so I paid with my debit card- or rather I didn't pay, because it was totally declined. Cashier ran it as credit? Declined. I went home and freaked the fuck out because not only was I $203 in the hole in my checking account, I also have less than $2000 dollars to my name to get me through next year. WHAT THE FUCK I AM SUCH AN IDIOT. So now getting a job is sort of a desparate need, and there's so little time left in the summer that I can't even look for work until I'm back in tucson. This also means that I can't spend any money anymore, because if I don't get a job right away (likely) I'll have to depend on my parents again and I really, really don't want to do that.
This also means I have to kill my caffiene addiction for good, I think. So the next few days should be pretty fucking interesting.
This also means I have to kill my caffiene addiction for good, I think. So the next few days should be pretty fucking interesting.