I went in kind of a weird direction with the art on this. I dunno.
Today I feel creative, but what I want to create has already been done! It's very irritating and all. I've also been feeling guilty, but I'm not sure why. I guess I feel like I'm not being revolutionary enough, like I'm just stagnating and becoming more and more normal. Other than the gay rights stuff, I haven't done any activism in forever. I kind of miss Food Not Bombs. I haven't been back to Dry River in forever, either, which kind of sucks. I guess I just feel like too much of an outsider there.
So I'm having weird emotions and I'm also having weird health. My diet is like, fucked. I can't find/afford any healthy food, so I'm a pimply, upset stomach mess right now. I need to find a healthy place that serves something other than salads.Right now I'm living on bagels, basically. They just taste soooo good to me right now, and they don't make me feel like shit afterwards. For a while it was Panda Express every day, but their orange chicken gives me terrible stomach cramps and so I am off them for a good long while.
Yesterday I met a cool kid named Ben, who is unfortunately very sad. I wanted to cheer him up but didn't know how. I really wish I were good at that kind of thing.
That's all I can think of to say right now, I guess. Onward to english essays!