Jul 09, 2005 17:14
Mood-Creative
Music:Karosene Productions-"Killer Instict"
this is the beat i used to write the whole shit about rob...and val...*shruggz*...i presume i gotta wrap this subject up for the last time...like when Jadakiss gave 50 Cent his last batch...first of all...i want to say that...i feel what i feel...if you dont like what i type dont read it...i want to thank crystal for having my back...but at the same time...i want to say im sorry...for numerous reasons...i told her id stop talking to her...because of my girlfriend she was uncomfortable with it...so i told her i would...to make her happy...and she got pissed/upset...so it means my suspicion of alternative motives was...absolutely in place...im sorry for losing you as a friend...and...im sorry for not kicking your ass as you so desperately need it...i even promised you i would...but now...im happy...so...im sorry...anthony came and told me he seen you in ya moms car smoking weed...with some black dood...and the guys on the trashtruck route...could smell it all over the place...im sorry that things wont change...im sorry that you dont make me happy...and most of all..im sorry that you aint happy...but the only person that can change that is you...as far as rob and val go...im through writing...ive let my expressions out...and now its over...its done...not that im ever going to be friends with them again...but thats it...done...capiche??
secondly...i want to say to meredith...that i miss you...and miss talking to you...its kind of hard...with our schedules and we both have significant others...that we are both...happy with...and completely satisfied...but we try to make time...
thirdly...roxy is out...finally...i got a new roommate...hes my boy anthony...he givin me 130 a week...with utilties included in that...so i can buy shit now...since bills are caught up...he's also a trashman too :)
fourthly...i want to say...Christy...i love you...you are my life...my soul...everything...i love you so much...and nobody...and i mean NOBODY...can fuck me as good as you do...and vice versa...but we have already established that...
fifthly...kelley i hope your ok...with the whole...umm guy thing...if you need anything...give me a call...
sixthly...have a wonderful day everyone
seventhly...and yes...i KNOW your reading this...no matter how many times you contact me or say 'sorry'...its dont...its over...you all know who you are...
Later on!