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still. i can't fall asleep.
here i am, sitting by myself in the dark in wee hours of the night. nobody knows what is going on. and how could anyone realise what's happening? everyone is resting peacefully in their bed, awaiting for the new day tomorrow. but for me, there seems no difference in the days already. they will pass monotonously. and probably before i know it, it's all gone.
voices of you i hear within me. i feel you are so close at heart. i wish that you are by my side now, soundly asleep. i wish i can give u a kiss on your forehead. i wish i wish i wish..
memories i keep by my heart. i want to remember how you have made me laugh, and sometimes cry. i never want to forget how you have touched my heart in a way that no one has ever does. "my bao bei dd, hug hug er.."
recalling the very first night when i first met you.... how everything got started. life hasn't been more perfect than the last 8 months. it has not been easy falling in love. anger.. tears.. laughter.. it's when you want to be together despite it all. that's when you truly love another. i'm sure of it.
if i've never met you, i wouldn't like you.
if i didn't like you, i wouldn't love you.
if i didn't love you, i wouldn't miss you.
BUT..
i did,
i do,
and i will.
i believe love is never lost. if it's not reciprocated, it will flow back, soften and purify the heart. but will i be deprived of the chance to shower you with love? perhaps.. perhaps.. perhaps..
teddies: don't give up!
cal: i told them, i've not. and i never will.
i've a dream. a dream of fulfiled happiness. i wish i wish the dream comes true.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
visitors since
30th june 2005
here i am, sitting by myself in the dark in wee hours of the night. nobody knows what is going on. and how could anyone realise what's happening? everyone is resting peacefully in their bed, awaiting for the new day tomorrow. but for me, there seems no difference in the days already. they will pass monotonously. and probably before i know it, it's all gone.
voices of you i hear within me. i feel you are so close at heart. i wish that you are by my side now, soundly asleep. i wish i can give u a kiss on your forehead. i wish i wish i wish..
memories i keep by my heart. i want to remember how you have made me laugh, and sometimes cry. i never want to forget how you have touched my heart in a way that no one has ever does. "my bao bei dd, hug hug er.."
recalling the very first night when i first met you.... how everything got started. life hasn't been more perfect than the last 8 months. it has not been easy falling in love. anger.. tears.. laughter.. it's when you want to be together despite it all. that's when you truly love another. i'm sure of it.
if i've never met you, i wouldn't like you.
if i didn't like you, i wouldn't love you.
if i didn't love you, i wouldn't miss you.
BUT..
i did,
i do,
and i will.
i believe love is never lost. if it's not reciprocated, it will flow back, soften and purify the heart. but will i be deprived of the chance to shower you with love? perhaps.. perhaps.. perhaps..
teddies: don't give up!
cal: i told them, i've not. and i never will.
i've a dream. a dream of fulfiled happiness. i wish i wish the dream comes true.
我希望所有人都忘了我, 真的不想要他们记得我 'cal
visitors since
30th june 2005