Sweet Escape
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. The longer I live, the more my mind dwells upon the beauty and the wonder of the world.
John Burroughs
I can't believe this is really it. I'm just in so much shock as to whether all of this reality of leaving high school and being so close to others.
Graduation tickets, pictures, no more classes, candy leis with notes inside them, cap decorating, movie nights, shopping talks, all the whining, late nights, food, workouts, and sleepovers. The moment I have waited for so long is all coming so fast, I'm just on auto pilot right now. I mean this is where a new beginning is happening...soon that is. I never imagined these memories would be all piled up upon me.
Sleepover with the girls was fun, thank goodness there's still beach bonding time, or else, I would be super disappointed with our times like this.
High school does have this dramatic effect on people. No, they don't change, rather, certain parts of themselves become more apparent.
Wow, I don't remember writing the post above, only fragments of it. I'm surprised lj has saved it.
I think I have dwelled on this feeling for too long. Sometimes, it's better to leave the past in the past and trying to salvage a failing relationship and friendship is tough. You're always going to aim for the past. You just can't be friends with certain people after a time period.
After visiting, Mrs. Melo, I missed those good times (&bad times). Honestly, some people just don't change, while others do. It's a shame, things just have to happen the way it does now. I still despise some people.