Wonderful School Stuff
I don't know why I am so indecisive about school. I have chosen my path and I need to stick with it. The rest of thisemester, then two more full semesters and graduation. I cannot wait for graduation.
My plan was to continue on with school but right now I don't think I can stand it. Also, I am having this regret that I should have just stuck it out with biology because right now I am missing working in the lab. I am missing alive people. All these bones and pathologies and everything it really interesting but I feel like I'm starting to go crazy. I keep looking at people's faces and imagining their skulls. I wonder if it would be easy to tell their sex from their facial bones. I have a manly jaw, btw.
I am also starting to feel my clock ticking, and I hate it. I don't know if its because of all these artifical hormones for the endo, or if I'm just getting old. Me of this time last year was not wanting kids at all. Ever. But I did want to get married and have a wedding. Now I'll skip the wedding and just ...reproduce. Haha. I don't know. Maybe its because kids are off the table for a while until this endo thing is cleared up and I know if I can have them even or not.