Eck...
Could this world possible suck anymore?
I think it can.
But I don't want it too.
But what is a little more suckyness?
A little more yelling?
A little bit more rules?
Maybe there will be more corerpation?
Maybe we will get along better?
Hell No.
That will never come true.
I really want to go so I can get things off my chest.
But I know I won't say anything...
So that isn't getting anything off my chest.
The muther funkas don't know.
But I don't plan on telling them.
For they don't need to know.
B/c it would scare them.
Having someone fuss at you one min then try
to be your best friend the next is confusing.
And having to go to confession on Thursday...
I haven't been in about a year.
So it is time.
I wish I could just lie in bed.
Not die really,just fade away.
Never to hurt anyone again,or me.
Yes I am egotistic.
What the fuck is wrong with that?
I need my Linkin' Park,or Ludacris.
I have realized Sary-chan reminds me...of me.
Which I hope she changes.
I don't want her to end up like me...
Dependent on everyone,depressed,insecure,and empty.
Bulma2Lita31 [9:03 PM]: You know what ..
ShadowedFae [9:04 PM]: What?
Bulma2Lita31 [9:05 PM]: I realized...You remind me of me...Just a tad bit Sary-chan...
ShadowedFae [9:05 PM]: Well
ShadowedFae [9:05 PM]: INFP
ShadowedFae [9:05 PM]: *Shrugs* *Smiles*
Bulma2Lita31 [9:06 PM]: Yea,but not all INFP's are alike.
Bulma2Lita31 [9:07 PM]: our ways
ShadowedFae [9:07 PM]: I know, its true. We differ SO much but we're so alike too
Bulma2Lita31 [9:07 PM]: Yes
Bulma2Lita31 [9:08 PM]: We make people think our world is ALWAYS okay,when really it isn't all the time
ShadowedFae [9:08 PM]: Mhmm except for those close
Bulma2Lita31 [9:09 PM]: Who can see through
Bulma2Lita31 [9:09 PM]: our nothing is wrong
ShadowedFae [9:10 PM]: mhmm
Bulma2Lita31 [9:10 PM]: Yep
Our convo,just a little.
You don't need to see all of it.
Nosy bitch/bastard.
Mum makes plans of what I am going to do in college.
What about my plans?
Do I not matter?
I wanted to go LUSE.
So I could become a 3rd grade teacher,
teaching at Lady of Fatima.
But I am going to the tech school and the
highest I can go is being a preschool teacher.
Oh that suxs.
Just because Mum doesn't want me to leave her.
She doesn't think I would not make it.
So who is smothering whose dreams?
I like making the stupid idiots think nothing is wrong.
I am just fed up with keeping all this in!
That is the reason for this rant.
Not that I needed one.
It is my journal.
I can write type whatever I want.
If only my icon was true.
I think it can.
But I don't want it too.
But what is a little more suckyness?
A little more yelling?
A little bit more rules?
Maybe there will be more corerpation?
Maybe we will get along better?
Hell No.
That will never come true.
I really want to go so I can get things off my chest.
But I know I won't say anything...
So that isn't getting anything off my chest.
The muther funkas don't know.
But I don't plan on telling them.
For they don't need to know.
B/c it would scare them.
Having someone fuss at you one min then try
to be your best friend the next is confusing.
And having to go to confession on Thursday...
I haven't been in about a year.
So it is time.
I wish I could just lie in bed.
Not die really,just fade away.
Never to hurt anyone again,or me.
Yes I am egotistic.
What the fuck is wrong with that?
I need my Linkin' Park,or Ludacris.
I have realized Sary-chan reminds me...of me.
Which I hope she changes.
I don't want her to end up like me...
Dependent on everyone,depressed,insecure,and empty.
Bulma2Lita31 [9:03 PM]: You know what ..
ShadowedFae [9:04 PM]: What?
Bulma2Lita31 [9:05 PM]: I realized...You remind me of me...Just a tad bit Sary-chan...
ShadowedFae [9:05 PM]: Well
ShadowedFae [9:05 PM]: INFP
ShadowedFae [9:05 PM]: *Shrugs* *Smiles*
Bulma2Lita31 [9:06 PM]: Yea,but not all INFP's are alike.
Bulma2Lita31 [9:07 PM]: our ways
ShadowedFae [9:07 PM]: I know, its true. We differ SO much but we're so alike too
Bulma2Lita31 [9:07 PM]: Yes
Bulma2Lita31 [9:08 PM]: We make people think our world is ALWAYS okay,when really it isn't all the time
ShadowedFae [9:08 PM]: Mhmm except for those close
Bulma2Lita31 [9:09 PM]: Who can see through
Bulma2Lita31 [9:09 PM]: our nothing is wrong
ShadowedFae [9:10 PM]: mhmm
Bulma2Lita31 [9:10 PM]: Yep
Our convo,just a little.
You don't need to see all of it.
Nosy bitch/bastard.
Mum makes plans of what I am going to do in college.
What about my plans?
Do I not matter?
I wanted to go LUSE.
So I could become a 3rd grade teacher,
teaching at Lady of Fatima.
But I am going to the tech school and the
highest I can go is being a preschool teacher.
Oh that suxs.
Just because Mum doesn't want me to leave her.
She doesn't think I would not make it.
So who is smothering whose dreams?
I like making the stupid idiots think nothing is wrong.
I am just fed up with keeping all this in!
That is the reason for this rant.
Not that I needed one.
It is my journal.
I can write type whatever I want.
If only my icon was true.