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Mark and I have been dating now for about a week and I like this feeling...I don't know how to explain it but I like having someone to call and be like come and get me..I need to cuddle you know? well if you do then YAY and if you don't you can always cuddle with me and I'll tell you all about it...My weekend was very uneventful..My parents went to Texas left me here all by myself so I made my friend Shawna come and spend the night...well Friday shawna sammy and I all went out...well we picked sammy up from work cause she is a little whore and she told her parents she had to work to get out of being grounded...little lying sleeze bag...JK I love her to death...Shawna is I think My BESTEST friend...I don't know..I have a lot of friends but she seems to be the one that is always there for me and we get into more lover quarrels than Mark and I do..and if I was a lesbian I would be all over her like white on rice...or any other metaphor you would like to use. I wore shoes today that hurt my feet but they made me about 2 to 3 inches taller than I usually am and it made me happy YAY...I feel like I'm a loner I hope I'm not...and I think I might be falling for Mark..I don't know if I want to or not...everytime I've ever felt like I was in love with someone they always left me and then found somebody better..I don't know if I want to give mark that power over me..even though he told me he was becoming attached to me...I thought that was really sweet....hmm...it is monday and I am so sleepy..it has been a very sleepy day in fact if mark doesn't get online soon I might just go to sleep I really wanted to see him today..I think I will ask him to pick me up from practice on wed..I'm sure he won't mind...YAY he is online now..I will update soon ...love you all..
ashley
ashley