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I'm not sure how to describe my mood ,disgruntled,discouraged,disillusioned, discordant,discontented,difficult.....I'm displeased with myself for dissing my friends mentally in my so called mind.I'm feeling disconnected and just want to disappear for a time. I admit there are a couple of them I still like but the rest have just been disappointing me for a while now and the slack I've cut them has run out.I just watched a movie that made the statement a women has exactly the love life she really wants...I've applied that statement in a broader sense to my entire life and discerned I don't have what I want in either.So that means after I discover and analyze exactly what I want in both I will have to ,disrupt,discard and dissassemble, ie: make whatever efforts and changes are necessary to get what I want. anyway enough of DIS!!!!