Musings.
Baby kitties cuddled in my lap, nice warm cup of tea...it's nice when things fall in to place and can't get much better.
Anyway, there's times when I'm simply astonished and amazed. Anyone who knows me knows I'm a worrier. I get stressed and anxious easily, and sometimes it takes a good part of the day to get over it. It's just how I've always been. So today is the 8th day of work in a row, I'm stretched thin everywhere and tired of dealing with stupid people. I can feel the anxiety building in my shoulders and back, and it normally takes hours of decompression alone to get over it. So how is it that he can take me out to eat, and all of it disappears? 45 minutes and boom, like none of it happened. And...that doesn't happen with me.
And I notice how content and happy I've become in the past couple weeks. People at work have even commented on the change. Typically around this time of the night, I become restless, or go over and over all the crap that happened during the day. But I'm so at peace with my tea and kitties, and I can tell it's a change from the inside. Again, just astonished and amazed.
Anyway, there's times when I'm simply astonished and amazed. Anyone who knows me knows I'm a worrier. I get stressed and anxious easily, and sometimes it takes a good part of the day to get over it. It's just how I've always been. So today is the 8th day of work in a row, I'm stretched thin everywhere and tired of dealing with stupid people. I can feel the anxiety building in my shoulders and back, and it normally takes hours of decompression alone to get over it. So how is it that he can take me out to eat, and all of it disappears? 45 minutes and boom, like none of it happened. And...that doesn't happen with me.
And I notice how content and happy I've become in the past couple weeks. People at work have even commented on the change. Typically around this time of the night, I become restless, or go over and over all the crap that happened during the day. But I'm so at peace with my tea and kitties, and I can tell it's a change from the inside. Again, just astonished and amazed.