Not ready for Spring
So it dawned on me earlier today that tomorrow is the Spring Equinox. I love spring and summer, that should not come as any real surprise. What doesn come as a surprise is I don't want it to come yet. Spring and Summer are happy times for me, and I'm not happy. I'm in a job that I hate and when you hate what you do for most of the day, it stifles almost everything else in life. I've thought, what would make me happy again? I know the answer. Going back to Mass. Yes, I want to go home, it's been over a year since I've really been there and I want to go back. If just for the familiarity of it. I've been in Maine for 5 years now and it still feels very foreign, especially the Turner area even though I've gotten to know it a little bit. I'm really feeling out of place here, usually I can deal with that, but I'm not dealing so well this time...