my thoughts at 3:30 in the morning...
I don't know what it is about night time that thrills me, but it sure as hell beats day time. I can't write during the day, even, because I have no inspiration. Hrm...somewhere between the half empty Island Breeze Coconut Bacardi bottle and the 5 sheets of music I've written, something tells me that what I'm doing here will go somewhere one of these days. This is my life, and if I'm poor, drunk, reckless, and unloved romantically doing it...well dammit it beats doing anything else.
What does the word love mean exactly and why do people think it holds so much power? Love, to me, means that it's unconditional and incapable of having faults. Love is something that lives forever, something that never dies and can never fail. Soo...in a sense, there is NO such thing as love. Not romantically. People say love love love but what they're talking about is only the thing that love has been minimized and beaten into, which is more of an intrigue or a lust than love.
So I think I'll make a new word for what society and the media call "love". I think maybe I'll call it hate...because "love" manipulates, it deceives, cheats, abandons, destroys, lies, steals, breaks, and even kills...and hate does the same, doesn't it? See I think the real definition of our so called "love" walks hand in hand with our definition of hate.
If you don't like it, tough.
Although it does seem like I'm the only one who can handle loving the way the true definition of the word love is intended...it's everyone else that breaks it up and throws it at my head.
Meh.....just a few thoughts.
I'll be better tomorrow.
ttyl X_x
Kristina
What does the word love mean exactly and why do people think it holds so much power? Love, to me, means that it's unconditional and incapable of having faults. Love is something that lives forever, something that never dies and can never fail. Soo...in a sense, there is NO such thing as love. Not romantically. People say love love love but what they're talking about is only the thing that love has been minimized and beaten into, which is more of an intrigue or a lust than love.
So I think I'll make a new word for what society and the media call "love". I think maybe I'll call it hate...because "love" manipulates, it deceives, cheats, abandons, destroys, lies, steals, breaks, and even kills...and hate does the same, doesn't it? See I think the real definition of our so called "love" walks hand in hand with our definition of hate.
If you don't like it, tough.
Although it does seem like I'm the only one who can handle loving the way the true definition of the word love is intended...it's everyone else that breaks it up and throws it at my head.
Meh.....just a few thoughts.
I'll be better tomorrow.
ttyl X_x
Kristina