um...Sara.
So, I write this open to anyone...not that anyone reads my journal, but...
I wanna tell the story of Sara.
First, I must go into Joey. Joey and I started breaking up about 9 months ago. I cried, I sobbed, I hurt, I thought life would never go on, but...I found out it does. I moved back in with my parents almost a month ago, and I then, not seeing Joey everyday made it easier to really start to get over Joey and really get over what she did to me. (if on friends list, you know) My father has cancer, as I have mentioned, and he went to have surgery in DC. This was the week before Thanksgiving. My mother, brother and I went to DC also. Joey has a friend (online friend - Susan) in Baltimore that came and picked me up to get me away from the hospital for awhile. Nice girl. I really liked her...anyway, She picked me up and we went into N. VA to pick up her friend, Sara. Well, Sara and I were immediate. There was a spark there...like nothing else. Sara and I talked all the way back to Susan's house in Baltimore (this is like an hour at least.) The we got ready and went to the bar...(sara's calling) Sorry, had to answer that one. So, we went to the bar, and there was some obvious flirting going on. She bought me a beer, she took me outside to put my coat up, I took her hand. Thats where it started. That night, it didnt end until 6:30 in the morning. We stayed up all night talking...and making out. Wow.
(wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow)
Sara is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. And, to top it off, she really likes me. Me for me. No changes, she knows all kinds of stuff about me, and it doesn change her opinion of me. She doesnt judge, and I am sick of being judged. I feel a connection to her that is so unreal. Like, its scary, but it is so a good scary. For those of you (Im sure are only a few) who read my journal last nite...Sara and I got on the phone last nite and like any other nite since she left Dc to go home for Thanksgiving, we didnt hang up until we literally could no longer stay awake. My plans are to get out of Oklahoma as soon as I graduate (hopefully May) and then get to going to school there to finish. Which is something I already had planned, but lots of things have changed to make it easier to go quicker. *sigh* I dont want to give away too much, it is so special, I want to keep it all to myself. So, yay.
I wanna tell the story of Sara.
First, I must go into Joey. Joey and I started breaking up about 9 months ago. I cried, I sobbed, I hurt, I thought life would never go on, but...I found out it does. I moved back in with my parents almost a month ago, and I then, not seeing Joey everyday made it easier to really start to get over Joey and really get over what she did to me. (if on friends list, you know) My father has cancer, as I have mentioned, and he went to have surgery in DC. This was the week before Thanksgiving. My mother, brother and I went to DC also. Joey has a friend (online friend - Susan) in Baltimore that came and picked me up to get me away from the hospital for awhile. Nice girl. I really liked her...anyway, She picked me up and we went into N. VA to pick up her friend, Sara. Well, Sara and I were immediate. There was a spark there...like nothing else. Sara and I talked all the way back to Susan's house in Baltimore (this is like an hour at least.) The we got ready and went to the bar...(sara's calling) Sorry, had to answer that one. So, we went to the bar, and there was some obvious flirting going on. She bought me a beer, she took me outside to put my coat up, I took her hand. Thats where it started. That night, it didnt end until 6:30 in the morning. We stayed up all night talking...and making out. Wow.
(wowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowowow)
Sara is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. And, to top it off, she really likes me. Me for me. No changes, she knows all kinds of stuff about me, and it doesn change her opinion of me. She doesnt judge, and I am sick of being judged. I feel a connection to her that is so unreal. Like, its scary, but it is so a good scary. For those of you (Im sure are only a few) who read my journal last nite...Sara and I got on the phone last nite and like any other nite since she left Dc to go home for Thanksgiving, we didnt hang up until we literally could no longer stay awake. My plans are to get out of Oklahoma as soon as I graduate (hopefully May) and then get to going to school there to finish. Which is something I already had planned, but lots of things have changed to make it easier to go quicker. *sigh* I dont want to give away too much, it is so special, I want to keep it all to myself. So, yay.