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[elendil13002]

you told me a lie that I dared believe
now I'm sitting here downing a drink
it's not right to let me sink this way
I've got better plans for later today
I'm gonna turn my life around somehow
I'm going to consider change right now

you told me a lie that I dared believe
now I'm sitting here puking in the sink
it's about time I met someone new
it's about time I let go and fell through
you've got some problems not close to mine
at least my problems are open to view

you told me a lie that I dared believe
now i've got my eyes set on a better view
i stuck my head out and tried something new
I drowned right here and woke without you
maybe its better this way
with nothing you can say, doing a thing

you told me a lie that I dared believe
now I'm sitting here downing a drink
letting my mind wander and me to think
I've come to a conclusion without illusion
that most certainly i'm better off this way
instead of time regretting a decision
I'm spending time living in top condition

I told you the truth and now it's gone
cause here I find myself living in song
I've done nothing wrong except trust in you
don't think i'm bound to brood
I've got something better, something new
something not so horrid and cruel as you

a few people might know why I wrote this