(no subject)
You know I try to do the right thing. I'm pinning on e-5 tomorrow, with that is more responsibility. I'm STILL the low man in my division, seeing as it's only 4 of us total, and I'm struggling to come into my own as it were, both leadership wise and respect wise.
today's not been my day. Getting shit for doing one thing, then I stop doing it, and get shit for not doing it. Hell, I'm even catching shit for stuff that I have no control over, for example: When we pull into port, generally all hands turn out to handle trash, load food/provisions, etc...well somebody has to stay on the bridge until we get our gangplank and such set up and get a 'watch' down there. That happens to be always me, the low guy, and I don't mind it...well I just caught wind that people are pissed because I never help with trash and provisions and stuff...jesus christ people, Somebody's gotta stand the watch on the bridge!
I just need this patrol to end because I hate feeling like I'm waiting for the other shoe.
today's not been my day. Getting shit for doing one thing, then I stop doing it, and get shit for not doing it. Hell, I'm even catching shit for stuff that I have no control over, for example: When we pull into port, generally all hands turn out to handle trash, load food/provisions, etc...well somebody has to stay on the bridge until we get our gangplank and such set up and get a 'watch' down there. That happens to be always me, the low guy, and I don't mind it...well I just caught wind that people are pissed because I never help with trash and provisions and stuff...jesus christ people, Somebody's gotta stand the watch on the bridge!
I just need this patrol to end because I hate feeling like I'm waiting for the other shoe.