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So I'm at a math program for a month. This thing should be filled with nerds. I don't think it's unreasonable of me to have thought that a group of math nerds socializing was going to be something a bit more... nerdy? Like "let's get drunk and try to prove Euler's Identity. Everytime you mess up, you take a shot." That is, if there was even alcohol involved.
Instead, outside of class people don't want to talk, don't want to think, don't want to do ANYTHING about math. It's infuriating. I don't want to sit there and watch a bit of immature boys stroke their own egos or get drunk of their asses. I just don't.
And now I'm angry. I've been rubbed raw by things happening at the wrong time and place the last few days - worst day of pms ever on Saturday (seriously, I accidentally set things on FIRE). Boyfriend being just a GIGANTIC FLAKE, etc.
I hate it all. I really really do. I can look down my nose at other people but in all honesty I'm not any better. I find myself on terrible places on the internet because at least then I can appreciate the social atmosphere.
And I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. Rather than this program enriching my life, living with these people has turned me into that aspect of myself that I hate the most. Boo.
Instead, outside of class people don't want to talk, don't want to think, don't want to do ANYTHING about math. It's infuriating. I don't want to sit there and watch a bit of immature boys stroke their own egos or get drunk of their asses. I just don't.
And now I'm angry. I've been rubbed raw by things happening at the wrong time and place the last few days - worst day of pms ever on Saturday (seriously, I accidentally set things on FIRE). Boyfriend being just a GIGANTIC FLAKE, etc.
I hate it all. I really really do. I can look down my nose at other people but in all honesty I'm not any better. I find myself on terrible places on the internet because at least then I can appreciate the social atmosphere.
And I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. Rather than this program enriching my life, living with these people has turned me into that aspect of myself that I hate the most. Boo.