May 03, 2004 18:53
What a situation I'm in. There does not seem to be a way out of it. No matter what I do, it is wrong somehow. So what should I choose? To please me or to make others happy? The answer should be plain, and in a way it is, but there is something stopping me from being completely free from worries and bad feelings. Perhaps I never should have got together with him in the first place, because then I would not have been able to hurt him by breaking up.
Well, I guess the next stop is hell then.......