4.25.07 partial about me- blurb
A Lot is my favorite phrase today. (4.25.07)
I like people. I don't like people. I like people, I suppose. BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!! I work. A Lot! But then... I don't really. Basically, I came here to chew bubble gum and kick ass and I'm all out of bubblegum. I LOVE MUSIC! (All Kinds!) Like a lot. Like a lot more than I like working. And more than I like people too. I'm really silly. I can't stand ignorant people that think they're smart. Everyone is judgemental in some way. I just have less of that tendency than others.
"Don't Judge Me."-Tupac
I want to be a Caring Professional. You know what that is? It's like doctors, nurses, psychologists, counselors...etc. I like helping people. I usually end helping people that fuck me over in some way. That's just the way it is. But don't go around fucking me over thinking it's going to help you in the end. I'm a pretty straight forward person. I don't think in terms of how I'm going to get over on someone. I used to be naive. I'm well over that stage. I generally know when people are rotten. Madea (Grandmama) said not to let them pull the wool over my eyes (as they're wolves in sheep's clothing. I love my family. More than anyone. I put myself on the line a lot. I love my friends, but I don't usually call my real friends just friends, they have tons of names... like I'm Martine's Baby Momma- the one and only, we have lots of little brats and we're still creating. :D... Timmy is there and always will be. If you can't accept- get the fuck outta my life. And if he happens to read this, I'm not goin around tellin everyone being me so stfu! <---acronyms usually drive me crazy, but I was super lazy just now. I'll be evan's surrogate mom one day. LOL. ivan and Jackie make my world worth living. woot woot! TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD! ivan and i have kids too. jackie keeps them in order. (i have a lot of kids) i love y'all! penny and marc are amazing. that's just it. there's nothing better to describe them. and no one's really in order here. bkuz i still have yarnell and my special. Special my love. You rock my spirit. I'd love to see more out of you. I can't wait for us to grow up and be everything we want to be. yarnella, my love. you'll get it. and i'll be there with you. good times. hmm. oh right, joeseph. you inspire me. i can't remember how many miles away you are right now, but you do make me smile. true love is where it's at. keep pursuing the real and u'll get to the grail. :) Your motivation to reach and maintain unconditional love is so flippin awesome!
those are some of the people i love in the world. those are the people that i call when i want to go to the beach. or out to get a drink in the middle of the night. or just sit there and watch stevie ray vaughn dvd's. cuddle buddies... people that call me when they wake up in the morning, just because. or send me pix of their ass just bkuz they're THAT hot. and no, i'm not a lesbian, but what does that matter? i acknowledge hot when i see it. these are the people that grant me smiles, or when they're crying, i can't help myself and tears burst like eruptions from ducts in my eyes. no names necessary. but i love my loves. and that's the first thing about me.
the second thing is that jesus loves me. now to all you jesus fanatics you may find that backwards. fuck it. that's just how it is with me.
the third, and first trait about me is that i am a writer first. surprise surprise. and i'm pretty well educated. (so don't come at me w/ bs. i don't have the energy to dispute it, so don't waste our {your's or mine)time. thx.) ahh. the joys of writing. i suppose i could have just said that i am an artist. but bahhh for that. i am. ---i AM an artist, in all. i'm just hella talented.
and I believe that I can do anything. I like positivity. It makes me smile.
I'm pretty much a nerd. And I usually have the most in common with people that think (for whatever reason) that they would have the least in common with me, and I tend to be worlds apart from the people that I am most similar to on the surface- go figure.
I love Smiles, And Laughs, and Giggles, and Cuddles, and things of the Sort. They all make me happy. Veddy, veddy happy.
and none of this is edited. but that's beside the point.
i frequently disappear. it's like having magic. only better. i'm sensitive so i need space. you'll understand. when you get to know me. but just take it one day at a time. bkuz i promise, you're not going to see it all on the surface immediately. there's different facets, as with every beautiful creature in the world. different environments to shine in. but i'm always me. always. LOVE Always. ya dig! Love LIFE! Love always, ~BhellA!
