please let this be happily ever after.

[elemn]

i wish there could be no more tears

i wish i could take back every year that i ever
ever
ever
ever

ever

that's it

just ever.

i wish there could be no more years

i wish this could be the very last one
that i shed

with your name on it.

and i want to hate you.

i thought i was ready to.

but i guess i wasn't.

i only want all the best for you.

that's what's real- that's when it's called True.

when you're genuine enough,

man enough.

man-up
enough

to say.

and MEAN,

"i want all the best for you."

and you're not even gonna get this.

but for everyone else.

if you see me begin to fall again.

tell me ONE MORE TIME.
remind me ONE MORE TIME.
BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME UNTIL I SEE IT IF I'M BLIND

tell me it's not for me.

but there's something else that will be mine.

because.
this hurts.

and i just don't have it in me.
to do it.
not even

one  more time. :(