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Does anyone besides me suffer from overwhelming guilt every time they get sick? I feel like I need to personally call and apologize to everyone that I probably infected yesterday and the day before when I was just starting to get sick, but didn't know how bad it was going to be. And I feel guilty about not being able to go to work and someone having to sub for me. I always feel so much guilt, it's hard for me to just rest and worry about making myself better.

This on top of feeling so miserable right now, I really just want to cry. Only I know that would only make me feel more dehydrated and gross.

I am seriously a baby about getting sick. Thank goodness it's a rare thing for me.