I've fallen and I can't get up. I wont allow it.
Why do I put myself through the things I do? I pretend I'm perfectly fine with my life and I have no complaints all the while im miserable beyond comprehension. Why can't my life be like that of a movie or a t.v series? Why can't I have that glorious life? Why isn't there a Happy Ending at the end of everyday for me as well? I've realized that music makes me depressed. Why so? Why doesnt anyone have answers for me? I sometimes think I put myself through this because I like being miserable. I dont know why but its just that feeling I have.
I'm not miserable because im single like a lot of people might think. Im just miserbale in general. It would be nice to share my feelings with someone that is close to me every once in a while but I don't believe i NEED that for me to be happy.
I've never been this bored before.
I need a change in my life.
Something extreme.
I'm not miserable because im single like a lot of people might think. Im just miserbale in general. It would be nice to share my feelings with someone that is close to me every once in a while but I don't believe i NEED that for me to be happy.
I've never been this bored before.
I need a change in my life.
Something extreme.