Okay. I'm ready to explain.
Alright you know my one sentence entry last night? Yeah well ignore it. Here comes the reason for it.
Okay. For the first time. I had a life. First time in a whole weekend. Okay there's the plus. Travis didn't come over. I have decided. I don't like the kid in that way. He's an amusing guy to hang with. He's the definition of a porn addicted 16 year old. Now.
Sarah, god bless her soul, called me to get out of going to my little brother's basketball game. So we bolt down to our loverly out door mall named the Pavillions. When we got there. We went to target and bought her a new pursey worsey. We got that. Sat down by YC's. Ashlee and Kelly walk up. Kelly looked pissed. I was worried it was because I didn't get through to her. We were supposed to hang for like the past few days. But Ashlee was a sight.
" I'm hungover!" My eyes must have gotten a little brighter from laughing so hard on the inside. Sarah and I looked at eachother then her. You could smell budwiser on her breath. I knew that smell like any other. My uncle drank it. The of course he died from a Speed overdose. But that's beside the point. I apologized to Kelly and then had to take care of an old friend. She was drunk and got away with it.
She told me not to get drunk. I was gonna wait till senior year at least but she beat me to it. Bitch. J/k. Then she told me never to cut... I was thinking. She never noticed the cut on my arm? Wow. I cut my self with a door on purpouse to get out of working... I will go to that extent to get out of working for my dad. You would too. Now then she told me never to cheat... I'm sitting there like.. No fuckin duh. That's a stupid thing to tell a person... Then she said Never have sex.. I was like.. Eh. That can wait a few more years. Then she kept saying that over and over and over. I hate her drunk. I've always wanted to see her drunk. Is that sick or what?
But now that I have. I want to see me drunk. Get video tape of me updating this. But anyway. Let's fast forward after a good two hours gushing our lives out in a coffee shop. Kelly, Sarah, and I walk around the racing car show. -drool- If you don't know. I went through this phase of loving to talk cars. But then Ashlee walked up. Gave me a hug. You could still smell it on her breath. She threatened to make out with me if I didn't shut up about it. I was about to yell. "I'm sorry your reminding me of my dead uncle." Just to shut her the fuck up. Did I? No. Cause then I'd have to explain how and why my uncle died.
Then she smacked my ass and then my back really hard. I was done. I walked away.. You know why she had kelly with her? To set her up with that guy she wanted to set me up with... THE SAME FUCKING WAY TOO! Force people into it. She got angry with Sarah and me. Cause Kelly wanted to hang out with us and not her drunk ass and a guy she didn't want to date then. I wanted to kill Ashlee for this. But did I? Nope. You know why? Her new boy toy could snap me in two then eat my corpse for breakfast without thinking about it... I am throughly worried about this. I don't know. I may hang out with her tomorrow to extract more info on her dating Blayne...
Hm. Should I even worry? I mean I don't know her anymore. She stopped being the book worm. She has no street smarts like I do. I mean. Most of mine is learned from being parinoid. But all the same. I have them, she doesn't. I'm scared. She's gotten drunk before me. I was always under the impression I was gonna be the first one to get totally ass drunk before her. She's cheated. I was there when she did. She's cut her self. I was the first one she called after she did it. She's cried on my shoulder, she's told me everything about her relationships, and now... I feel as though I don't know her. It's almost scary. Almost sad. Almost pathetic the person I thought was my best friend. I don't know anymore. At all. Period.
If you guys don't comment on this. Or at least attempt to read it. I'm gonna have to hurt you cause that copy and paste from RvB is intense.... No seriously what should I do?
Okay. For the first time. I had a life. First time in a whole weekend. Okay there's the plus. Travis didn't come over. I have decided. I don't like the kid in that way. He's an amusing guy to hang with. He's the definition of a porn addicted 16 year old. Now.
Sarah, god bless her soul, called me to get out of going to my little brother's basketball game. So we bolt down to our loverly out door mall named the Pavillions. When we got there. We went to target and bought her a new pursey worsey. We got that. Sat down by YC's. Ashlee and Kelly walk up. Kelly looked pissed. I was worried it was because I didn't get through to her. We were supposed to hang for like the past few days. But Ashlee was a sight.
" I'm hungover!" My eyes must have gotten a little brighter from laughing so hard on the inside. Sarah and I looked at eachother then her. You could smell budwiser on her breath. I knew that smell like any other. My uncle drank it. The of course he died from a Speed overdose. But that's beside the point. I apologized to Kelly and then had to take care of an old friend. She was drunk and got away with it.
She told me not to get drunk. I was gonna wait till senior year at least but she beat me to it. Bitch. J/k. Then she told me never to cut... I was thinking. She never noticed the cut on my arm? Wow. I cut my self with a door on purpouse to get out of working... I will go to that extent to get out of working for my dad. You would too. Now then she told me never to cheat... I'm sitting there like.. No fuckin duh. That's a stupid thing to tell a person... Then she said Never have sex.. I was like.. Eh. That can wait a few more years. Then she kept saying that over and over and over. I hate her drunk. I've always wanted to see her drunk. Is that sick or what?
But now that I have. I want to see me drunk. Get video tape of me updating this. But anyway. Let's fast forward after a good two hours gushing our lives out in a coffee shop. Kelly, Sarah, and I walk around the racing car show. -drool- If you don't know. I went through this phase of loving to talk cars. But then Ashlee walked up. Gave me a hug. You could still smell it on her breath. She threatened to make out with me if I didn't shut up about it. I was about to yell. "I'm sorry your reminding me of my dead uncle." Just to shut her the fuck up. Did I? No. Cause then I'd have to explain how and why my uncle died.
Then she smacked my ass and then my back really hard. I was done. I walked away.. You know why she had kelly with her? To set her up with that guy she wanted to set me up with... THE SAME FUCKING WAY TOO! Force people into it. She got angry with Sarah and me. Cause Kelly wanted to hang out with us and not her drunk ass and a guy she didn't want to date then. I wanted to kill Ashlee for this. But did I? Nope. You know why? Her new boy toy could snap me in two then eat my corpse for breakfast without thinking about it... I am throughly worried about this. I don't know. I may hang out with her tomorrow to extract more info on her dating Blayne...
Hm. Should I even worry? I mean I don't know her anymore. She stopped being the book worm. She has no street smarts like I do. I mean. Most of mine is learned from being parinoid. But all the same. I have them, she doesn't. I'm scared. She's gotten drunk before me. I was always under the impression I was gonna be the first one to get totally ass drunk before her. She's cheated. I was there when she did. She's cut her self. I was the first one she called after she did it. She's cried on my shoulder, she's told me everything about her relationships, and now... I feel as though I don't know her. It's almost scary. Almost sad. Almost pathetic the person I thought was my best friend. I don't know anymore. At all. Period.
If you guys don't comment on this. Or at least attempt to read it. I'm gonna have to hurt you cause that copy and paste from RvB is intense.... No seriously what should I do?