Living life in the slow lane.

[elementoflife]

Well where do I start. Its been a little while since Ive been around but he, you all know me I dissapear for months ata time. As always ive had my ups and downs. Im not going to sit here and rant on about all my problems. They are mine, and mine alone. You all have your own to worry about. I mean not like anyof you care about me on a daily basis anymore, well maby two of you, and even that is too much. Ive applied to nineteen diffrent places around the city and its outskirts, and called back many times, no one will hire me. I guess the fact that ive almost always worked under the table and the fact that i cant declare any of the joibs kinda have a negative affect on me. Im nineteen and as far as my applications go I have no work experience, not to mention i have college coming up and any prospective employers dont want to have to hassle arounf my schedule for theres. i mean there is always landscaping jobs and such, i guess. My folks still refuse to let me drive, ill never get my license at this pace, there is always trucks on craigs list i can fall back on if i need one, so I mean thats not much of the problem. I need to find dental and health insurance, because i think im starting to think i have problems. Im gonna go check up on seeing what lipo cost and the pros and cons, i mean sure ive lost in excess ofsixy five pounds all my muslce is stuck behind the fat that is left and all the skin that dosent want to leave ::sigh:: Once i get a job and i prove i have an income i can apply for a morgage and get pre approved so I can buy a place. That'll be fun. I was thinking of creating a single member LLC so even if my personal finances flops I still have my properties to fall back on. Also Im thinking of putting my money into a trust fund of sorts so any savings i have are also protected from the pit falls of my life.

If all goes as planned I will start college part time this summer.

Even if you read this and dont have or wish or need to comment, can just say hi, soI know whom to cut from my journal. A lot of people on here no longer use the journals and I cant keep up with you dead beats.

- wayne -