*sigh*

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Well Grandma was doing better but know she's not doing so good, they think that she has meningitis and she had a fever of 106.2 yesterday. Grey and I talked on the phone until like 2:00am last night and I got a lot off my chest. <3 I think that this weekend will be a good opportunity to let all of this stress go... I don't feel stressed but I have a lot of things that are stressful happening. My neck has been hurting like crazy, not like I'm getting sick, like my neck hurts so bad that sometimes I can't hold it up. The muscles hurt and it pain runs down my back and into my shoulders. My face is breaking out too and I think that all of this is from stress. Work is ok and I found out today that Kyle put me as his beneficiary on his life insurance!... that's big time especially since we are nt married. It makes me so happy because that is a big commitment if you ask me. That means that I would get all the money out of his life insurance fund and I think that he said that he was going to get it worked out to where I got all of his stuff too. I know that death is not really a good subject to be talking about but it does happen and it is a real thing.
P.S.- Grey, some people are just selfish and "I guess GROSS finally went out of style."