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Well.....i havent gotten netime to update this thing so here ya all go!!!
Humm...well umm...tuesday i had bball practice well no...wait i didnt cuz i had to go to the doctors office!!hehe i didnt wanna go neways so ya!!It seems to me like i've like lost intrested in bball now ever since i joined the inamirals.Like the coach is good n all but he favors alot!I mean he did favor me by saying that im like the best shooter on the team but i think thats alot of b/s rite there!!So yea n it freakin sucks i mean its good to win but losing is good also i mean like yea i've come from teams who win n lose n we dont cry about it!!I mean i've been sick ever since spring break n yea id try to give the coach my all but u kno what it doesnt always work that way.Then he said that i need to control my anger cuz i tend to get mad at myself alot n yea i gotten through it cuz i've been reading this book n the author is almost like me. so yea then he told another gurl that hes going to take all the starter ppl including me to watch his club team play,i meani wanna go c but now idk!its hard when ur sick to play sports they like drag u down!neways on wed was our game!We won but i really didnt care if we won or took frist place in the tournament cuz i dont care nemore!Well let me c here....i got pretty mad but i tried to not show it or else the coach would have tooken me out of the game!so yea...but i did score a 3pter which was SWEET!!But yea then like arrgh ppl just like to piss me off!!Well after the game Desi,tesh n i started talking about the game!We all thought we should switch over to the other team n help them out n yea. i mean the coach didnt even put gelli in the game!!ONlY FOR LIKE MAYB 10 MINS THATS ALL!!he took me out the last 10 mins of the game i thought i was b/c of my attitude cuz i like yelled at him cuz hes like courtni get ur game up n i was like i am its just not working n boom sub n he took me out!!N put kenndy in.Freaking gay n he barely put Dusty in!!Then i asked him y he took me out he said cuz we all need a chance to play i was b/s u never take sara out or erica or allison!!Ugh he just piss me off!!OMG he arrgh then he told me to slow it down n shit like that i was like fuck u!!then he told to me to pass it to sara when shes guared i was fuck no i aint going to do that plus u cant do that!u have to play it smart n pass to ppl who r open!!so thats wut i did id say i was the ONLY person on my team who atleast passed the ball to everyone!!Im not a ballhog i try not to b one its just if theres a lane im taking it by myself!so yea then like i was coughing really bad n he didnt c it i was about to like pass out or something n he doesnt even care besides jelli n tesh their the only ones who noticed it!! but neways desi,shelia,tesh,jelli,n i were just talking about it n he said that he wants me to play for his club n i cant cuz i got to controll my anger!!well humm...thursday went ok we were still talking about it n yea friday nothing really just stupid AIMS thing freakin gay!!then today well my mom n bro r at Buckeye rite now for his gay tournament!While i had to stay home n take care of my dad n i cuz we're both sick so yea its going ok!!Well thats all for now i guess not much is going to happen!!
Buh bye ppls comment or dont!!
O n joey srry i couldnt go to the mall with u today i wanted too but yea srry mayb next time ok!
Melinda im srry too i couldnt go n shoot hoops with ya!!!
Luv always,
Courtni
Humm...well umm...tuesday i had bball practice well no...wait i didnt cuz i had to go to the doctors office!!hehe i didnt wanna go neways so ya!!It seems to me like i've like lost intrested in bball now ever since i joined the inamirals.Like the coach is good n all but he favors alot!I mean he did favor me by saying that im like the best shooter on the team but i think thats alot of b/s rite there!!So yea n it freakin sucks i mean its good to win but losing is good also i mean like yea i've come from teams who win n lose n we dont cry about it!!I mean i've been sick ever since spring break n yea id try to give the coach my all but u kno what it doesnt always work that way.Then he said that i need to control my anger cuz i tend to get mad at myself alot n yea i gotten through it cuz i've been reading this book n the author is almost like me. so yea then he told another gurl that hes going to take all the starter ppl including me to watch his club team play,i meani wanna go c but now idk!its hard when ur sick to play sports they like drag u down!neways on wed was our game!We won but i really didnt care if we won or took frist place in the tournament cuz i dont care nemore!Well let me c here....i got pretty mad but i tried to not show it or else the coach would have tooken me out of the game!so yea...but i did score a 3pter which was SWEET!!But yea then like arrgh ppl just like to piss me off!!Well after the game Desi,tesh n i started talking about the game!We all thought we should switch over to the other team n help them out n yea. i mean the coach didnt even put gelli in the game!!ONlY FOR LIKE MAYB 10 MINS THATS ALL!!he took me out the last 10 mins of the game i thought i was b/c of my attitude cuz i like yelled at him cuz hes like courtni get ur game up n i was like i am its just not working n boom sub n he took me out!!N put kenndy in.Freaking gay n he barely put Dusty in!!Then i asked him y he took me out he said cuz we all need a chance to play i was b/s u never take sara out or erica or allison!!Ugh he just piss me off!!OMG he arrgh then he told me to slow it down n shit like that i was like fuck u!!then he told to me to pass it to sara when shes guared i was fuck no i aint going to do that plus u cant do that!u have to play it smart n pass to ppl who r open!!so thats wut i did id say i was the ONLY person on my team who atleast passed the ball to everyone!!Im not a ballhog i try not to b one its just if theres a lane im taking it by myself!so yea then like i was coughing really bad n he didnt c it i was about to like pass out or something n he doesnt even care besides jelli n tesh their the only ones who noticed it!! but neways desi,shelia,tesh,jelli,n i were just talking about it n he said that he wants me to play for his club n i cant cuz i got to controll my anger!!well humm...thursday went ok we were still talking about it n yea friday nothing really just stupid AIMS thing freakin gay!!then today well my mom n bro r at Buckeye rite now for his gay tournament!While i had to stay home n take care of my dad n i cuz we're both sick so yea its going ok!!Well thats all for now i guess not much is going to happen!!
Buh bye ppls comment or dont!!
O n joey srry i couldnt go to the mall with u today i wanted too but yea srry mayb next time ok!
Melinda im srry too i couldnt go n shoot hoops with ya!!!
Luv always,
Courtni