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I am hopefull. I don't expect anyone to comment on this. I like sunny days. I miss being with someone familiar. I like to wear flip flops. I say I'm not out to impress anyone but I know that isn't true. I like rollercoasters. I hate knowing you can have so much fun without me. I try not to be selfish. I am selfish. I assume too much. I get too wrapped up in things. I like to paint my toe nails red. I over-analyze. I am too picky. I wish I was older. I want people to admire me like I admire them. I hate elitists. I love your backyard. I like my hair. I am bad at math. I don't study. I envy you. I love my life. You make me so sad. I like the fireplace smell. I like being happy with myself. I hate how you don't even know my name. I hate how you don't try to be friends with me. I hate how I don't go out of my way to be friends with you. I hate not taking risks. I don't take enough risks. I like cheesecake. I'm not taking dance this year. I like photography. I hate when people lie. I like getting letters in the mail. I hate that feeling when you know something bad is going to happen. I like to laugh. I wonder what will happen next year. I wonder what will happen tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I want my own house. I hate the weekends already. I want more friends. I have friends. I love how you and I have the same sense of humor. I love how even though things happened we're still great friends. Not all the you's are the same person. I like going to shows. I like meeting new people. I miss my cat. I miss going out every Friday and Saturday. I hate sitting at home. I love being at home by myself. I liked your shirt today. You don't know me though. I don't know me. I know myself too well. I get sick of myself. I feel sometimes as though I'm doing a poor impersonation of myself. I wish I never had talked to you. I love my best friends. I love having fun. I hate being frustrated. I hate how everything you do confuses me so much when it wouldn't matter to anyone else in the same situation. I hate wondering if I'm taking things too far or if it's okay to feel certain ways. I don't know what love is. I like being in like. I like school. I like new clothes. I like old clothes. I like doing thigns just because. I like you. And you. I'm done.