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im starting to get borded of everything. im fed up with the way things are going. im ready just to quit, take some time off and do something different for a while. i really would like to end this cycle and start a new one, though i know that i cant, or at least wont be allowed to do it. there are a few people helping me to get in touch with my emotions that ive hidden so well over the years. the one that is getting closer and closer to drawing out my anger really doesnt diserve it since it is partly my fault for the situation. the only thing is that ive made my point clear (or thought that i did) and kinda wish they would pick up on it and please stop doing what they have been. im looking forward to this weekend though, since ill be able to vanish for a while. being gone away from people is really helpfull for me. being in nature for hours at a time is a great thing. the only down side to it is the having to leave it. well, im off to think about y im here and to see if i can change anything about it.