random thoughts

[elementalpagan]

Life is full of learning. the search for knowledge. the hunt to undestand that which is still unknown to you. look at the whole picture as well as the fine details in the small things. search to understand why things happen, how they happen. the big picture of a flock of birds flying over a forest and the fine detail of a fly cleaning its wings, or how an ant walks.

Life is full of confusion. missed signs and oppertunities. the miss reading of things. confusion.

the defences that are put up over the ages to protect the builder from those without and from that which is blocked in. the walls that were made brick by brick over the years. and after all the years of building the walls, the builder realizes that that which is pent up within the walls is something that should be released and shared with those outside. though the builder may get help to remove a few of the bricks, it will still take time to remove the walls. and after the builder is use to the walls being up for so long, they are afraid to remove them and have everything come crashing down around them and possibly hurting them in the process. these are the thoughts of the builder, who will have to toil to remove the walls and take a chance in the process.