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So, my friend Becca had a kid.
It's weird.
Not the kid. The kid is perfectly normal (well, she's huge - nine pounds); it's the fact that my friend is someone's mother. I walked into the hospital room and there she was, cuddling her baby. It was just...bizarre. Unbelievable.
Caught up with her and Luis. There's something there; a connection, a warmth between them. That is the kind of relationship I want.
I still don't see myself with a child. I don't think it's for me.
They gave me advice while changing the chillun. And most of it was spot-on.
I have Hoarders on right now. It makes me want to throw things out.
He wrote back. I am not sure where we stand now. He said the right things, but...I am not sure if we're...together? Apart? I mean, as far as I'm concerned I'm still single. I have no idea what he's thinking...I know he cares...I guess that, for now, is enough...
Man, I'm still weirded out by my friends having kids.