Mmm...angsty

[elementaldragon]

Well, its my parents 22nd wedding aniversery tomorrow, and i dont really know what to say. I love them and everything, and im happy theyre still together, but still, i cant help but feel jealous. I mean, theyre in love, and found love at a reasonably young age, and are still in love, and thats the example i have to go on when i look for someone to

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[doktor_quack]

Maybe you should worry less about trying to compete with your relatives in the field of romance and spend more time accepting the fact that you're still a teenager and hopefully have many more long years to live and find yourself before it gets to the halfway point of life when it's time to settle down. If you just focus on keeping yourself alive, eventually, something will happen. Don't get impatient.

[elementaldragon]

oh, why shouldnt i? its not like i dont know i have hella years ahead of me, its just that, i remember thinking that when i was in elementry school(well, i was actually thinking that college was far off) and now here i am, starting college, and i have absolutly no experience. it just bugs me ok. i mean, even youve been kissed, and its not like im really competing, i just feel i have to live up to their example, or something like that, and only creepy guys like me.

[star_of_rachel]

Hey Raissa!

I'm sure once you get to college, there will be tons of new people there for you to meet. I definitely know how you feel, though. I kind of think of it like knowing what you want to do in life. Some people know when they're 10, others don't discover it until they're 40. It might be frustrating for a while, but ultimately you'll be happy. This might sound kinda mean, but just think of anyone married you know who you think "How could anyone marry him/her??" and remember that you are much better off than that person, so it will happen. If that makes sense. But I do agree with Jeff... you've got plenty of time.

-Rachel :)