Ranting

Aug 28, 2005 19:21

hmm...i dont know what to write about. well, ive had nirvana songs stuck in my head all day, and then i started thinking about how kurt died,and about courtney love, and that whole thing, and then wondering what happened to their daughter and everything, and then my head goes blank and i start to feel tired and then i forget its not summer anymore and i start to wonder if ill ever get into college, *sigh*, and i wonder why the guys i like just keep getting cuter, so its getting harder to talk to them, and then i wonder why are school is so lame, and why i havent been having any dreams lately, and if inu yasha will ever wake up and see how much he loves kagome, oh, oops, sry, anime kinda sticks with me, sorry to all of those who have no idea what i just said, anyway, i wonder why im so tired and why everyone is away, and why no one calls anymore except for my best friend julianne, and this is a really big runon sentence, oh well, maybe i should keep writing those stories, but no one ever gives me feed back on them, so i dont know where to go with them, my mind only has so many ideas, and they all seem to involve the paranormal, strange, i keep wondering about my new and improved sense of direction thats now gotten me out of three jams, and some other things make me wonder about my subconcious, i dont know if i just remember things without meaning to, or if it really is some 6th sense or something, maybe all these fantasy books im reading have something to do with it, well, have something to do with my idea at least. i wonder if i could ever actually learn to do some of that stuff on purpose, instead of just waiting till it comes out randomly, or maybe im just looking to much into this, like that time that i thought the big cats at the zoo could hear my thoughts cus they would look strait and me the instant i wanted them to look at my mom's camera(she was standing next to me), yes, i look to much into things, i guess i just like giving myself too much credit, whatever, i bet tons of people do that, well, later.
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