Im to depressed to go on....Yull be sorry when im gone..
Damn i havnt write in here lately...and damn alotta shit has been going on in my so called life...ha..ok well im gonna try n fill ya in .hopfully i dont leave nuthin out...
Ok so yeah this weekend was melvindale days so i was all happy n shit...But yea it sucked ...maybe i would stil have a bf if itwasnt for melvindale days,...or just for...umm nvm im not gonna even say it...Ok so yeah friday ian took me out to eat and omg the food was soo good!...it was fun as hell...and then we went to mel days for a lil w. jamie amanda aryn and tony then later that night me david ian and aryn all stayed the night at jamies which was fun...and then ray and nick got us so me beer which was even kooler...lol .. cant believ we made steaks..lmao...and yea me jamie n aryn stayed up all night then at lie 6:40...lol not 7 ...went to get some krispykream doughnuts!...yuM!!!...thenwe came bac and i had togo through the window cu some fags locked us out!...lol but its tight...then me n aryn watched americn wedding...and yea in the morning me n ian were havin problems..cuz he is gay!..loljp...hes kool...yeah so ...
the next daywas pretty kool...it was saturday and i chilled w,. bobby for alil and then went home and finally atr like 7 ali and garrett came n got me then we went to mel days and me n garrett stayed together most of the night but yealater on that night i stayed the night w. alyssa and when we got to her house, bobby justin sam kristina stacey and gary were all there...and omg i never wanna have another night like that!!..ever!!!!!!....yeah ibeat up stacey...lmao...o well ...the bitch needed it...maybe if she didnt run her mouth n shit she would be tight...now i understand why so many people hate her!!!....yeah i was supposed fight sam to but i heard she had someon to fight meif ityed nething so i was like w.e fuck it...and omg i seen bradly at mel days..!!!he is the best i love that kid...he is like my lil brother ,...so neways yeah that night sucked!...
ok so sunday...me ian alyssa justin n billy all went to bk so alyssas fat self could eat...lol she took so long to!!...But im glad we went cuz igot a chance to talk to billy..andnow me n him aretight and i love it...cuz he is the koolest ever!..lol..so yeah after that we went to mel days and i rode some rides n stuff and everything was tight until i was on the zipper w. aryn..i seen ian doin somthin thatwas NOT good! i wanted to die right there when i seen it !...so yah we talked and eventually broke up..yeah that is not good...But i dunno...so neways yea then i came to my moms..and its boring and yeah im bored .lol ...and billy is waitin to talk to me so im out...i thinki covered pretty much everything...wel some stuff ill keep to my self..but yeah....im out...
Later...
love lisa...
Amanda...u are the best ...love ya like a sister!...cant wait till we hang out!!
chasidy imso glad i have u to talk to about stuff now!...u are great!..and remember im callin u when im 16 lol...love ya lots grl!...thanks for everyting!
Billy!...yur great kid...and ill try to be happy ...lol kk..thanks for the long talks n stuff and listenin to what i have to say!...yur great!!...lylab