Looking on the bright side!
2010 isnt turning out too bad lately. Even when things get bad, I dont get so hurt by it for too long it seems. Maybe having shitty luck for a few years has given me thicker skin? Lets hope.
The Weather. OMG the Weather. I alwys forget how much the good weather will make me feel so amazing so easily. it REALLY makes a difference. It makes me think about moving to Las Vegas or Florida more...but for now im good here.
Since 2010 has been okay. I feel like im going to try and reboot my life. There is a lot on my plate but, i feel good about it.
****I finally replaced my shitty Futon which smelled like cat piss...and my black chair which also smelled like cat piss. Now i have a couch and a new chair. Because of this i can finally CLEAN. I never wanted to clean because in the back of my head i knew no matter how much i cleaned my apartment would still be dirty and smelling like piss. so i never really worked towards cleaning and keeping it that way. but now I can. and have. I cleaned my kitchen rather well. and am slowly working my way across my apartment. and it feels GOOD.
****After little under a year we are finally starting to replace the teeth i lost during my injury. Im so glad. Living without 3 and a half teeth....really builds character. You have learn to take any bit of yourself that was vain and just tell it to fuck off. When it first happened i was afraid to talk...now im just slightly indifferent to having people see. You also need ot learn to talk and eat again. Between the teeth and my nerve damage i sometimes catch myself slurring. and when i need to bite a sandwich twice to get something in my mouth, it tends to get annoying. SO i really cant wait to be normal.
****I have been somewhat social again. Between Debbie and Dustin in the city. Viking Steve and Laura visiting. and the promise of guest stars like Dani/Dar, SPiffy, Gay Shark, Katsu, Nicole, the Twins and Soni which could have hang out times. It really isnt so bad so much as it was.
So this is me taking a deep breath, releasing it, and hoping my good luck keeps going and growing....like it was before late 2007.
The Weather. OMG the Weather. I alwys forget how much the good weather will make me feel so amazing so easily. it REALLY makes a difference. It makes me think about moving to Las Vegas or Florida more...but for now im good here.
Since 2010 has been okay. I feel like im going to try and reboot my life. There is a lot on my plate but, i feel good about it.
****I finally replaced my shitty Futon which smelled like cat piss...and my black chair which also smelled like cat piss. Now i have a couch and a new chair. Because of this i can finally CLEAN. I never wanted to clean because in the back of my head i knew no matter how much i cleaned my apartment would still be dirty and smelling like piss. so i never really worked towards cleaning and keeping it that way. but now I can. and have. I cleaned my kitchen rather well. and am slowly working my way across my apartment. and it feels GOOD.
****After little under a year we are finally starting to replace the teeth i lost during my injury. Im so glad. Living without 3 and a half teeth....really builds character. You have learn to take any bit of yourself that was vain and just tell it to fuck off. When it first happened i was afraid to talk...now im just slightly indifferent to having people see. You also need ot learn to talk and eat again. Between the teeth and my nerve damage i sometimes catch myself slurring. and when i need to bite a sandwich twice to get something in my mouth, it tends to get annoying. SO i really cant wait to be normal.
****I have been somewhat social again. Between Debbie and Dustin in the city. Viking Steve and Laura visiting. and the promise of guest stars like Dani/Dar, SPiffy, Gay Shark, Katsu, Nicole, the Twins and Soni which could have hang out times. It really isnt so bad so much as it was.
So this is me taking a deep breath, releasing it, and hoping my good luck keeps going and growing....like it was before late 2007.