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i want to not be here. escape for the weekend. go home. damn it. its only thursday. this sounds like all i care about is my looks, but i am so tired of people calling me fat, implying that im fat, calling me ugly, and knowing that i really dont want to ever look into the mirror again. that sounds horrible, but this is my lj so i dont CARE! i am so tired of falling for the wrong guys. or falling for them at the wrong time. im so mad that im already tired of school and its only the second week. i hate not knowing if someone is telling the truth. i hate being so damn negative. i want the next to years to pass so i can leave this damn town and these people. ive never fit here. im going to stop trying. sorry this was such a negative post, but there is some good stuff going on right now. i just cant think of it.