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My creativity is currently at a lull.
This is bad considering I have two projects I need to finish in about 2 weeks.
Luckily, I found out that I may not have to take that stupid CIS class after all.
All I have to do is get an A or B on the very first test (which is just to see whatchya know) and I will automatically obtain the credit. The class focuses on 3 things; Word Processing (Microsoft Word), Spreadsheets (Excel), and Database Management (Access). All three of which Ryan and I know quite well. Ryan will just have to teach me Access and a little Excel, but I know Word and a tad Excel myself. Then, if I don't have to take that class, I might be able to fit in an art class.
That is. if my mom gets her taxes straightened out in time (less than a week now). If she doesn't, I don't get the grand or two refund for this semester, and I won't have enough money for next semester (because of the grant). And, between the two semesters - I have about 3-4K coming towards me which means a CAR! But I am pretty worried that none of the above will occur. When I mention it to my mom, she yells at me. Puts all the trouble on me. And when I try to explain that I need this and her waiting is really screwing me over... she says "Can't you see that I am trying too?" No. I can't. All she does is sit around, sleep and watch TV. When Jeff comes over they never go over the taxes. They just fuck around. My mom wants a divorce I guess, and Jeff doesn't. But, he probably doesn't consent because my mom keeps saying "I love you", "I miss you" and kissing the motherfucker. I tell her that if she wants a divorce, she has to stop because she is leading him on. Its not fair to us and its not fair to him.
So I am pretty anxious lately. The worse part is - there is nothing I can do. If she doesn't get this shit straightened out, I will seriously consider a student loan, although I really don't want one.
This is bad considering I have two projects I need to finish in about 2 weeks.
Luckily, I found out that I may not have to take that stupid CIS class after all.
All I have to do is get an A or B on the very first test (which is just to see whatchya know) and I will automatically obtain the credit. The class focuses on 3 things; Word Processing (Microsoft Word), Spreadsheets (Excel), and Database Management (Access). All three of which Ryan and I know quite well. Ryan will just have to teach me Access and a little Excel, but I know Word and a tad Excel myself. Then, if I don't have to take that class, I might be able to fit in an art class.
That is. if my mom gets her taxes straightened out in time (less than a week now). If she doesn't, I don't get the grand or two refund for this semester, and I won't have enough money for next semester (because of the grant). And, between the two semesters - I have about 3-4K coming towards me which means a CAR! But I am pretty worried that none of the above will occur. When I mention it to my mom, she yells at me. Puts all the trouble on me. And when I try to explain that I need this and her waiting is really screwing me over... she says "Can't you see that I am trying too?" No. I can't. All she does is sit around, sleep and watch TV. When Jeff comes over they never go over the taxes. They just fuck around. My mom wants a divorce I guess, and Jeff doesn't. But, he probably doesn't consent because my mom keeps saying "I love you", "I miss you" and kissing the motherfucker. I tell her that if she wants a divorce, she has to stop because she is leading him on. Its not fair to us and its not fair to him.
So I am pretty anxious lately. The worse part is - there is nothing I can do. If she doesn't get this shit straightened out, I will seriously consider a student loan, although I really don't want one.