im scared
I am so afraid that I won't get enough scholarships and grants to pay for my school.
I am afraid that I won't finish my portfolio in time.
I am afraid that it won't be good enough.
I am afraid that something will go wrong, and all these hopes of going to my dream college will be smashed to a fine dust and then blown away. Just gone and impossible to bring back. I am scared.
I mean, I got into the college I wanted to, but will I actually "get in"?
It's stressful.
And, it doesn't help that my mother can't get her bitchy ass out of totalitarian mode. She just doesn't understand why I want out and why I want to move away to college.
I will feel better when it's done, or at lease planned out efficiently.
I am afraid that I won't finish my portfolio in time.
I am afraid that it won't be good enough.
I am afraid that something will go wrong, and all these hopes of going to my dream college will be smashed to a fine dust and then blown away. Just gone and impossible to bring back. I am scared.
I mean, I got into the college I wanted to, but will I actually "get in"?
It's stressful.
And, it doesn't help that my mother can't get her bitchy ass out of totalitarian mode. She just doesn't understand why I want out and why I want to move away to college.
I will feel better when it's done, or at lease planned out efficiently.