float away
i guess no one remembers this space or reads this so i am going to post whatever that's been in my head here.
well, i am now in university, doing things i think i like and doing okay in them. i like this feeling, really. for your efforts to be recognized, to be good at something. i know this is only the beginning and i won't know for sure if i will still be doing okay at the end of this semester. but to start off okay is comforting. it's like knowing you have the potential to do well. i've never, never never never, ever felt this way before and it feels great. i just wish to keep this going.
next, i feel like i am drifting. drifting away from people i really care about. even away from those i didn't expect i would.
and lastly, a note to myself: wake up.
well, i am now in university, doing things i think i like and doing okay in them. i like this feeling, really. for your efforts to be recognized, to be good at something. i know this is only the beginning and i won't know for sure if i will still be doing okay at the end of this semester. but to start off okay is comforting. it's like knowing you have the potential to do well. i've never, never never never, ever felt this way before and it feels great. i just wish to keep this going.
next, i feel like i am drifting. drifting away from people i really care about. even away from those i didn't expect i would.
and lastly, a note to myself: wake up.