Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile
What's up, possibly non-existent people (readers sound so... full of myself) or those who probably chanced upon this.
I haven't been up to anything. It's just the same ol' routine everyday. It's a self-declared rest day for me so I'm not busy clearing my mountain of work tonight. Although I should really be. It's alright, I'll just go into a frenzy and start scribbling without thinking for the next few days.
I'm constantly tired and it's the kind of tiredness that sleep won't cure. I guess I'm just sick and tired of everything around me and how things are still not looking up. But today was tonnes better than the previous days. I have had a streak of really bad days and up till now, I still can't conclude why. My mind is in a mess littered with thoughts and reasonings which I can't expel. I think I need a change in my life, something that would entirely shift me off this track. I need to be uprooted so I'd see things in another light and possibly start feeling better about myself. I'm still marveled by my inabilities and inadequacies. I understand that I've issues with myself and I can't fathom my inability to get over these issues and stay content. And no, I'm not so depressed. It's just that I'm overwhelmed by how much I can't do in comparison to how much I can do, I'm not even talking about doing it well. I'm just upset and I need to learn to embrace my imperfections. But I'm still fine (not happy though) with things in general just not with myself.
I must sound so incoherent, but it's just ramblings that aren't worth reading anyway.
Have a good week! I'm crossing my fingers for better days.
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