With electricity pouring through me
Sigh, I'm still feeling lost and I don't know why.
I will focus solely on PW after 1am, since I work best then. After procrastinating for a week and more, I will finally start on my I&R and do something about OP. Argh I don't know, I feel so unmotivated to do anything remotely related to PW. Okay, enough.
So now, let me continue watching stupid videos and wasting my youth before I start working on parts of my future.
No school again tomorrow, I will make better use of my time. I need to sort things out, literally too, and stop feeling so low (about myself and about everything).
Seriously, ugh I feel so bad for myself, I feel so lousy now. As in, I feel like crap about myself. I need to learn to start expressing myself properly.
I'm into sad songs today. But it doesn't explain my mood.