Last Call.

[elegyofhope]

I was discharged from the hospital yesterday/today. I'm pretty exhausted. They butchered my hand on the IV line. I was dehydrated, my IV was finished in 20 minutes. I had a dream of him last night. Not sure why. Well I kind of know why. I think of happy things and times and associate them with him. Like places I'd love to travel, or even see. I try saying hello every now and then, but it's not worth it anymore I'd guess. So last night I had a dream we talked on skype. So silly. I'm pretty tired now, need to take the meds so I can go back to sleep. Maybe if I don't I'll be on Call Of Duty racking up some levels.

Some things, I Don't understand. Some things, I'll never understand.

Here's to tomorrow, a future for me, myself and I.