20 zenny | accidental voice

[digtastic]

[ The feed was silent for a couple of minutes, long enough that no one could really be faulted for thinking that there was nothing on the other end. It wasn't until a little after that that Rock's voice came on, a bit more subdued than usual. ]

... Maybe everyone's right. [ He muttered, although it was pretty obvious at this point that he wasn't

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[vettecrasher]

Or maybe you're just thinking too much.

[ voice ]

[digtastic]

--H-Huh??

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[vettecrasher]

You're over thinking things, Rock.

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[digtastic]

[ Silence. ]

... Or maybe I'm actually thinking for once...

[lightlegacy]

I can understand your reasons, even so. I'm glad you were able to cool off.

[digtastic]

Yeah, but... ever since I came here, I haven't been able to do anything to help anyone. What if... this isn't any different? What if I just get in the way and make things worse?

[lightlegacy]

That's what I thought when I joined the Maverick Hunters, Rock. These things take time.

[digtastic]

It wasn't like this back home though! People were in trouble, and I did my best to help them! Sure, I didn't win all the time, and sometimes I even got tricked, but I didn't mess up this much!

What if I just mess things up again and make things even worse? What if everyone ends up getting hurt or killed because I can't stop them??

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[distilleria]

Maybe it depends.

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[digtastic]

--On what?

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[distilleria]

Maybe on exactly what it is you're trying to do. Or what sorts of people are telling you that you're wrong. Or what sort of person you are. I don't know. Sorry.

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[digtastic]

--N-No, it's okay! It's just...

... I guess now that I'm actually sitting down and taking a breather, I realized that... I'm a little more nervous than I thought.

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[azarathsavior]

Do you want to talk?

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[digtastic]

...

Raven... am I useless here?

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[azarathsavior]

Where did that come from? Of course you're not.

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[digtastic]

Yes I am.

Ever since I got here, I haven't been able to do anything to help anyone. I couldn't find Lenalee's and Naoto's friends, I couldn't find Pipa's murderer, I couldn't stop Cain...

What if I'm just getting in over my head with this too?

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[rosey_maiden]

[Siiiigh.]

You have reasons for feeling like you do and I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

[ Voice ]

[digtastic]

... I don't want to be second-guessing myself like this though...

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[rosey_maiden]

Why are you second-guessing yourself?

[ Voice ]

[digtastic]

... [ Congratulations, he doesn't know. ]

I just... I don't want to mess things up...