you're beautiful
i felt something this morning that i havent felt in a really long time. it's something you really can't put a label on, but it was like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and it hit me that this is exactly where i am supposed to be right now in life. i'm content. i'm comfortable. and i feel good.
i keep replaying in my head the conversation bupte and i had on saturday night (or lack thereof.. he did all the talking). poor guy probably doesn't remember a minute of that night, he had that much to drink... but he sure had alot on his mind. when a drunk person tells you they want to talk to you, you need to set aside a good hour or so to hear what they have to say. they tend to babble, and i know this because i do the same thing. me and him don't talk all that often, maybe that's why he had so much to say. "a drunk mans words speak a sober mans thoughts" - to an extent. he pretty much threatened my life (lol) but in the same breath told me how he supports me and likes where this is going. talk about tough love, haha. all in all it was quite the thinker conversation. almost an assurance... a push if you will. he left a good impression with me. bupte's a good man.
anyway we had a test in sociology today. surprise. good thing i ended up going to class :-x
i am officially broke. no. in debt. how?? where is all my money going? i need a new job. one that doesn't make me want to stick a fork in my cornea.
i leave for lauderdale with megan on good friday for the weekend. fuckyesss.
also, once i get out of this finantial slump me and heather are moving out. we're thinking this summer. ha, peace redford.
i keep replaying in my head the conversation bupte and i had on saturday night (or lack thereof.. he did all the talking). poor guy probably doesn't remember a minute of that night, he had that much to drink... but he sure had alot on his mind. when a drunk person tells you they want to talk to you, you need to set aside a good hour or so to hear what they have to say. they tend to babble, and i know this because i do the same thing. me and him don't talk all that often, maybe that's why he had so much to say. "a drunk mans words speak a sober mans thoughts" - to an extent. he pretty much threatened my life (lol) but in the same breath told me how he supports me and likes where this is going. talk about tough love, haha. all in all it was quite the thinker conversation. almost an assurance... a push if you will. he left a good impression with me. bupte's a good man.
anyway we had a test in sociology today. surprise. good thing i ended up going to class :-x
i am officially broke. no. in debt. how?? where is all my money going? i need a new job. one that doesn't make me want to stick a fork in my cornea.
i leave for lauderdale with megan on good friday for the weekend. fuckyesss.
also, once i get out of this finantial slump me and heather are moving out. we're thinking this summer. ha, peace redford.