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So it seems that the cool thing to do is confess things and write them in blogs. i guess i am going to go with the crowd this time and do it too.
I am not doing this because i have wronged anyone, actually my conscience is clear. I am just doing it because i have come to realize alot in the past few days; a lot about my friends (my true friends) and myself. I am a very guilible person and I trust wayy too easily.This is to the people that have really made a impact on my life.
Nicole: Wow Nikki. I dont even know where to start. Us becoming friends was sooo random and I bet no one saw it coming. Especially you since you thought i was snobby when you first saw me and i just wanted to straighten your hair lol. but we had an instant connection and we still do. you know how much i love you and how grateful i am that God sent you to me. you ahve helped me through soo much and i dont know what i would have done over summer if i didnt have you there to be my shoulder to cry on. You are my best friend, my husband, my running to Denny's naked partner, and my sister that destiny forgot to give me (wtf destiny?!). After all the shit that we have been through, we are still best friends....sorry guys, no one can tear us apart.
Brittni: You are just amazing. I have known you for over half my life, 14 years. thats insane. you ahve been there for EVERYTHING! you know everything there is to know about me and my family. i know you are always there whenever i need you even though we aren't as close as we used be. you always make me smile or laugh when i'm done and i know that i can go to you with anything and you wont judge me (or tell my mom lol) You are just an amazing person. love you
Lauren: aww lauren. you're too cute. we are pretty random too if you think about it. but you really understand me and i love it and i love you. i know that you know exactly what i am going through and your advice is great and your fantastic. i'm so comfortable with you because you don't judge me, you just listen, comfort, and help. thank you.
Elyse: You are just one of the greatest things to ever happen to me. i love when you say that you can talk to me cuz you really can. you are so cute and sweet. you always have my back and you are my entertainment in AP. i dont know what i would do without your hugs and our glove love.
Holly: holly you are just inspiring. last year you there for me with everything. and i want to thank you for putting me in your one act and your movie. i know you never thought that a theatre one would become one of your best friends, but i never thought that a theatre four would become one of mine. you gave me great advice and made my first year of high school so easy. everyone should have a holly. i just want to thank you for inspiring me with my faith and staying on the path of God and for encouraging me to stick with theatre. love you.
Shaun: hmmm where to start with you. we did go through a lot together. i'm sorry that it ended the way it did. but what do you expect? i hope that you succeed in life with whatever you do and that you find true happiness and stop hurting people. No matter what you say, God does have a bigger plan for you and He is looking out for you. take everything you are going through and look at it as a learning experience. i just wish that nothing ever happened with us. that was a huge mistake and i look at as a learning experience, a bad one, but still. you hurt me in so many ways its not even funny, but i do forgive you, i'm not one to hold grudges. and i wish the best for you because i know you are good person deep down (maybe wayyyyy deep down but its still there)
Morgan: Thank you for going to Bravo! you and i only knew each other for like five days and we become best friends. we got each other and we got our "your mom" jokes. i think you are the most real person i know. you are who you are and you dont care what other people of you which is a characteristic that i wish i had. i'm so jealous of your looks, your heart, and your personality. but if i cant be like that then i'm blessed to have that in a friend form.
To all my friends, you all mean something to me. all of you have helped me through so much and i want to thank you. you all have touched my life and i hope to touch someone's life like that some day.
"They looked at me and i looked at them. and they knew. nothing specific. they just knew. and i think that's all you can really ask from a friend...."
I am not doing this because i have wronged anyone, actually my conscience is clear. I am just doing it because i have come to realize alot in the past few days; a lot about my friends (my true friends) and myself. I am a very guilible person and I trust wayy too easily.This is to the people that have really made a impact on my life.
Nicole: Wow Nikki. I dont even know where to start. Us becoming friends was sooo random and I bet no one saw it coming. Especially you since you thought i was snobby when you first saw me and i just wanted to straighten your hair lol. but we had an instant connection and we still do. you know how much i love you and how grateful i am that God sent you to me. you ahve helped me through soo much and i dont know what i would have done over summer if i didnt have you there to be my shoulder to cry on. You are my best friend, my husband, my running to Denny's naked partner, and my sister that destiny forgot to give me (wtf destiny?!). After all the shit that we have been through, we are still best friends....sorry guys, no one can tear us apart.
Brittni: You are just amazing. I have known you for over half my life, 14 years. thats insane. you ahve been there for EVERYTHING! you know everything there is to know about me and my family. i know you are always there whenever i need you even though we aren't as close as we used be. you always make me smile or laugh when i'm done and i know that i can go to you with anything and you wont judge me (or tell my mom lol) You are just an amazing person. love you
Lauren: aww lauren. you're too cute. we are pretty random too if you think about it. but you really understand me and i love it and i love you. i know that you know exactly what i am going through and your advice is great and your fantastic. i'm so comfortable with you because you don't judge me, you just listen, comfort, and help. thank you.
Elyse: You are just one of the greatest things to ever happen to me. i love when you say that you can talk to me cuz you really can. you are so cute and sweet. you always have my back and you are my entertainment in AP. i dont know what i would do without your hugs and our glove love.
Holly: holly you are just inspiring. last year you there for me with everything. and i want to thank you for putting me in your one act and your movie. i know you never thought that a theatre one would become one of your best friends, but i never thought that a theatre four would become one of mine. you gave me great advice and made my first year of high school so easy. everyone should have a holly. i just want to thank you for inspiring me with my faith and staying on the path of God and for encouraging me to stick with theatre. love you.
Shaun: hmmm where to start with you. we did go through a lot together. i'm sorry that it ended the way it did. but what do you expect? i hope that you succeed in life with whatever you do and that you find true happiness and stop hurting people. No matter what you say, God does have a bigger plan for you and He is looking out for you. take everything you are going through and look at it as a learning experience. i just wish that nothing ever happened with us. that was a huge mistake and i look at as a learning experience, a bad one, but still. you hurt me in so many ways its not even funny, but i do forgive you, i'm not one to hold grudges. and i wish the best for you because i know you are good person deep down (maybe wayyyyy deep down but its still there)
Morgan: Thank you for going to Bravo! you and i only knew each other for like five days and we become best friends. we got each other and we got our "your mom" jokes. i think you are the most real person i know. you are who you are and you dont care what other people of you which is a characteristic that i wish i had. i'm so jealous of your looks, your heart, and your personality. but if i cant be like that then i'm blessed to have that in a friend form.
To all my friends, you all mean something to me. all of you have helped me through so much and i want to thank you. you all have touched my life and i hope to touch someone's life like that some day.
"They looked at me and i looked at them. and they knew. nothing specific. they just knew. and i think that's all you can really ask from a friend...."