I remember running through the wet grass, falling a step behind

[elegantlywastd7]

Do you have have those days when you contemplate everything and you remember everything? well i have been having a lot of days like that. this weather reminds me of getting to know everyone last year. it baffels me to think that a year ago i hardly knew anyone that i call my best friend now. and then i remember people like Cynthia and Justin and Eddie and Courtney and i think about all the fun times we had. (i'm actually close to tears now) I wish i could go back in time and just savor all the time we all spent together. a few weeks ago i was at a friend's birthday dinner and i was sitting with my best friend on her couch and we just watched everyone laughing it up with each other. and the realization occured to me, we wouldn't ever be in the same room together as the same people. everyone will change throughout the year and i'm sure friendships will be tested, and it makes me sad. especially when we all started singing "Seasons of Love". we really do need to measure a year in love. I love all my friends, no matter how much drama there is between us. I just can't believe that first quarter is over already. after christmas break, the year flies by. i can't really describe the feelings that i'm experiencing right now, i guess i'm kinda lonely and sad. i just want all my friends to be my friends forever and stay in touch when they leave for college. i'm going to cry my eyes out at their graduation. i love and hate memories. this weather is amazing, the smells, the sights, and cool hair on my skin and in my hair. this entry is to justin, kim, courtney, eddie, holly, cynthia, jen, eliza, julia and to my friends who will be leaving me this year; especially alex, claudia, shaun, david, veronica, ambree, tony, everyone.

this is the moral of my livejournal entry: Live everyday as if it were you're last. i know its cliche but its true. when you are out with your friends, let loose and savor each moment.

--Kristina