Mar 11, 2006 10:04
i do have so say that some interesting stuff has happened to me in the past week. i knew that my life would be different after Opening Number...i just didn't know how different.
my stress levels didnt go down..oh no...i actually think they went up a little. on thursday we had Broadway Memories auditions which did not go well at all! no one felt prepared! it was awful, but still, me, Elena, and Danny got in with "Together Wherever We Go" from Gypsy but me and Nicole didn't get for our song. o well i guess its cool since she has a lot on her plate already with Into the Woods.
I really do love how i follow through with things! i mean we all said that we would stay in contact after Opening Number closed and i really have with most of the cast. Obviously with Ronnie, Tony, Stephan, and Ambree since i go to school with them..yeah i know youre jealous. But also with Tara, Sarah, Jasmine, Anthony, and Candice. I really love you guys, i dont know how i would spend my time if i wasnt' friends with you guys.
why do people insist on coming in and out of your life whenever they please? i am getting over a lot of things and moving on to greater and better things. but i am not one of those people that can just erase someone from their life, especailly someone who had such a huge impact on me, whether it was good or bad is not the point. i met someone else who is amazing! i never thought in a million years that he would like me or even want to be a friend of mine. but he does. and we have such a great time together. its awesome. we are so comfortable with each other and we are able to be ourselves when we are together. i just want to spend all my time with him to really get to know him cuz this is the first guy in a long time that i really want to get to know and that i really want for him to get to know me.
i'm ready...
are you?
--Kristina