Feb 24, 2006 22:26
this all my anger and irritation of the night coming out...
i can't dance..i have known that for a while now..i'm jsut not flowy and i don't pick on moves (let alone full-blown 32-beat choreographies) fast at all, at cheer we are all stiff and the chants and shit are easy to pick up on cuz its the same thing over and over...dancing is so much different...
because of that i feel like i am slowing down the group and irriating them and my director.
also, we should have a sheet of the fucking moves i mean if you get taught a million things in a 3 hour time frame, you're gonna forget half of it in about 5 seconds.
is theatre really where i should be? i mean i stand half the people in it for most of the time. i'm tired of people playing favorites and type casting. i know there are alot of different things in Professional theatre, but there are also the same amount of similarities.
why isnt my intellence of musical theatre broader????...random but true
life is hard and sucks at times...but i guess i just have to remember...its only for now (i know lame but hey its a good song and very true lol)
practice makes perfect right??....now if only i could remember the god damned moves!