confusion galore
its been a long time since i've updated.
LAst Saturday i went to a hotel with Anna, Adam, Peter, Jake and Cassie. There was some drinking (I remained sober) and some gropage on Adam and Jake's parts and Anna's too. Then we went to bed. Me Anna and Adam all shared one double bed. >_< I fell off every 5 minutes until, in his sleep, Adam wrapped his arm around me. Then I slept like a rock.
The others were all up before Adam and me so we woke up to some bizarre tv show that sounded like french and then spanish.
Later that day there was me and adam making out in the breast feeding room in the family bathroom at the mall.>_<
Oh did i mention hes the A. i kept referring to? Which means im dead in love with him. But I will not screw up his relationship with his fiancee so im stepping back.
Another friend Scott had stop talking to the rest of us for awhile so he could deal wityh his problems, but now hes talking to us again. And we're flirting. Crap. Adam will kill me the jealous bastard.
Then there's Manny. Hes really funny and though he seems a little scary at first, hes nice. Sometimes he walks by me and just strokes my hair. Randomly. And it doesn't bother me. *eyes shift nervously*
I need to make up my mind.
And also my tarot reading told me that i needed to end the relationship with adam. After I had already decided to.
I am now in the Culinary Arts Works. Im Center Support right now, which means I clean in the cafeteria from 8-3:20pm everyday but after next week i will be in the bakery!
LAst Saturday i went to a hotel with Anna, Adam, Peter, Jake and Cassie. There was some drinking (I remained sober) and some gropage on Adam and Jake's parts and Anna's too. Then we went to bed. Me Anna and Adam all shared one double bed. >_< I fell off every 5 minutes until, in his sleep, Adam wrapped his arm around me. Then I slept like a rock.
The others were all up before Adam and me so we woke up to some bizarre tv show that sounded like french and then spanish.
Later that day there was me and adam making out in the breast feeding room in the family bathroom at the mall.>_<
Oh did i mention hes the A. i kept referring to? Which means im dead in love with him. But I will not screw up his relationship with his fiancee so im stepping back.
Another friend Scott had stop talking to the rest of us for awhile so he could deal wityh his problems, but now hes talking to us again. And we're flirting. Crap. Adam will kill me the jealous bastard.
Then there's Manny. Hes really funny and though he seems a little scary at first, hes nice. Sometimes he walks by me and just strokes my hair. Randomly. And it doesn't bother me. *eyes shift nervously*
I need to make up my mind.
And also my tarot reading told me that i needed to end the relationship with adam. After I had already decided to.
I am now in the Culinary Arts Works. Im Center Support right now, which means I clean in the cafeteria from 8-3:20pm everyday but after next week i will be in the bakery!