Oct 07, 2003 22:11
I haven't been sleeping very well lately. I tossed and I turn all night and wake up at weird hours, being thirsty. It's a little bizarre. I have a lot on my mind and I think my brain is working over time causing me to have weird sleeping patterns.
I've been up since 7:10am. I took a shower, watched a Motley Crue Bio and then some stupid movie called Something To talk About on TBS. What a waste of two hours. Then I made an egg salad sandwich for lunch and finished some laundry. Moped about for a couple of hours, talked on the phone for a bit, wrote a post and did some Yoga. Oh yeah, Jamie and I also applied for jobs at Panorama. Finally at around 4 o'clock, the fam damily came home. Thank God. I can only spend soo much time with myself in this house. After a while, I start getting cabin fever symptoms and lose some of my sanity. I helped my mom make supper and made fudge swirl cupcakes with chocolate frosting for dessert. After Supper, I watched Cornation Street and then slipped downstairs to do some cleaning. I put all my clothes away and cleaned out this chest thing that hasn't been cleaned out in like 6 years. Then I passed out for 2 hours. I woke up shitty and depressed. I needed to be outside. I put on warm clothes, and just started walking. I ended up in the Dream Park and found this wicked spot to lie down and watched the sky. I must of lied there for like a half an hour. Not moving, not even flinching. I felt so content in those moments, I forgot where I was. But it came to come back to reality. I strolled home to find my mom and bro playing trivia online. I naturally joined in, of course. Then the phone rang. It was Josh. We had a great conversation. he made me feel a bit better. And now I'm here. Writing this post and talking to Power.(who also had a hand in boosting my spirits).
I need employment, ASAP. Please Help!
The Boredom is getting the best of me.