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Characters: Herz and Jak
Where: Sergei's Bar and Grill
When: Tonight
Warnings: Drinking, cussing and boys making out; PG-13
[No one had come into Sergei's for a few hours and even Remy had left. Herz didn't feel like straying too far from the kitchen yet now that it had once again become a place of comfort and safety for him. He needed that feeling tonight after that...talk with Wall.
Of anyone, Herz knows what it feels like to lose hope and be helpless. He knows how hard it is to be on the Elegante.
He still doesn't understand how someone like him still manages to get up in the morning and come down here and cook food for whoever wants it...and someone like Wall can decide it's just not worth it anymore.
And he knows? Or he hopes that Wall will change his mind. That this'll pass. It's just...how final his post sounded. The fact he made the post. Rather than keep it in and work on it, he put it out there and it was just so--
It was really final! This is the end! I am so tired!
It's honestly driving Herz nuts. So, you know what, he's broken out the coke and rum. Maybe after a few drinks he'll give Kage a ring and they can fuck until he forgets about his friend. About how, if he'd been a better friend to Wall, maybe he wouldn't feel so terrible right now. Yeah, a nice screw sounds damn good...]
Where: Sergei's Bar and Grill
When: Tonight
Warnings: Drinking, cussing and boys making out; PG-13
[No one had come into Sergei's for a few hours and even Remy had left. Herz didn't feel like straying too far from the kitchen yet now that it had once again become a place of comfort and safety for him. He needed that feeling tonight after that...talk with Wall.
Of anyone, Herz knows what it feels like to lose hope and be helpless. He knows how hard it is to be on the Elegante.
He still doesn't understand how someone like him still manages to get up in the morning and come down here and cook food for whoever wants it...and someone like Wall can decide it's just not worth it anymore.
And he knows? Or he hopes that Wall will change his mind. That this'll pass. It's just...how final his post sounded. The fact he made the post. Rather than keep it in and work on it, he put it out there and it was just so--
It was really final! This is the end! I am so tired!
It's honestly driving Herz nuts. So, you know what, he's broken out the coke and rum. Maybe after a few drinks he'll give Kage a ring and they can fuck until he forgets about his friend. About how, if he'd been a better friend to Wall, maybe he wouldn't feel so terrible right now. Yeah, a nice screw sounds damn good...]