fuck this bleeding heart of mine
We argued last night, all because of her.
All because she can't keep her big mouth shut about things that aren't even the slightest bit relating or relevant to her whatsoever.
She is nothing but a shit stirring eighteen year old child, used for a few one night stands.
.I am not worked up.
"I'm always having to put up with your shit and complaining" ..he says this as if I think I'm perfect or faultless.
"Just, get over it" ..if he had been through even a quater of the shit I went thru with him [in a totally overrated but at the time exciting secret relationship, and yes, fire red is necissary..]..
If this WERE the case, then perhaps this statement wouldn't have seemed so bold and out of context. But, he hasn't. So the heartless, concluding fuckhole strikes again..!
I don't care if he reads this. I am not hurt, by him. I am hurt by the other, still. And it's that weakness in which he proceeded to focus on. Just as I pick on his weaknesses, he discovered my biggest flaw. .
He says these things like he knows me. Like he understands where I am coming from or how it feels. He has never gotten close enough to someone to hurt the amount that I did. A three week series of pointless and emotionless one night stands with a girl with a black heart doesn't count..
I suppose today is one of those days, where you realise that half the people you know dont really understand you as much as you think..
All because she can't keep her big mouth shut about things that aren't even the slightest bit relating or relevant to her whatsoever.
She is nothing but a shit stirring eighteen year old child, used for a few one night stands.
.I am not worked up.
"I'm always having to put up with your shit and complaining" ..he says this as if I think I'm perfect or faultless.
"Just, get over it" ..if he had been through even a quater of the shit I went thru with him [in a totally overrated but at the time exciting secret relationship, and yes, fire red is necissary..]..
If this WERE the case, then perhaps this statement wouldn't have seemed so bold and out of context. But, he hasn't. So the heartless, concluding fuckhole strikes again..!
I don't care if he reads this. I am not hurt, by him. I am hurt by the other, still. And it's that weakness in which he proceeded to focus on. Just as I pick on his weaknesses, he discovered my biggest flaw. .
He says these things like he knows me. Like he understands where I am coming from or how it feels. He has never gotten close enough to someone to hurt the amount that I did. A three week series of pointless and emotionless one night stands with a girl with a black heart doesn't count..
I suppose today is one of those days, where you realise that half the people you know dont really understand you as much as you think..